As they say Time is important
I keep on telling myself : YES that's why I'm gonna spend all my time in what I WANT to do....
I have taken Time too for granted that it became an entity for a Remorseful Luxury
I WANT to have FUN
without realizing every time I wasted
Created a paradox in the future
when pleasure will soon become pain
without further notice I slowly risk my life
as if working HARD in the hours of work is enough for me to secure a better day tomorrow
as if playing HARD in the hours of rest is enough for me to secure a happiness tomorrow
I was all wrong all along
I failed to realize of what HAZARDS to much happiness can do and what POTENTIAL sacrifices can offer
as I keep on wasting my time typing this self contradicting things
I want to remember "SACRIFICES are made by those who are willing to focus on one thing and let go of everything....."
can I let go of everything for that one thing?
can I stop playing games and study hard?
can I stop roaming the net just for the lols and start creating the future
can I stop working hard and start to work smart ?
can I stop pretending that the way I am today is okay when everybody around me knows in what state I am ?
You wasted 30 minutes of your time now instead of doing something realistically and economically " productive"
OH please oh please stop contradicting yourself